Wednesday, April 27, 2005

demented child coming up

isn't this just perfect, la?
AAARGH.
i feel like changing the layout but everything's fucked up (bad side of me coming up) and i can't get myself to do anything at all.
i swear. actually, i'm starting to lose interest in this blogging thing, in harry potter, in f4 in everything.
but once i stop, i feel so crushed, so limp. so... lifeless.
which means i can't stop.
rawr.
dur, of course i LOVE them. but i'm tired... i've put too much pressure to myself. ah. the foolishness of me.
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the other day, i was sitting alone in my room and something hit me.
well, peter pan crosses my mind and i just... i realize that i don't want to grow up.
ah, how childish. ugh. i know.

someone help me please.

Mish wrote at 9:40 PM