Tuesday, June 07, 2005

It's Tomorrow

Classes start tomorrow. One sleep left and I will be sent off to hell. UGH.
Been so bothered for the past days...No, make that weeks.

I'm really dreading going to school and seeing all those not-so-friendly people. Plus...UGH. I'm scared? And I feel just so alone... With Jaqui gone nothing would ever be the same again! Shoot. I feel like crying.

Plus we're having loads of problems at home right now and aiya... I can't go on complaining about school to my parents. Plus they won't understand.

Last night I dreamt of two people. Two people who are part of a group that makes my life even more miserable than it already is. I was so surprised and annoyed when they showed up. I have weird dreams. And this dream included my house having an airport on one side. Pft. And then they came... And the next thing I know they were saying nasty stuff at me and.. UUUGGHH. I don't ever want to see them, I don't want to go back to school. *whines*

I know we're older... But those girls have nasty personalities. They NEVER change. I just want to live the rest of my highschool days peacefully, graduate and never see their horrible faces again. But the peaceful part ain't happenning anytime... Waaah. How can I concentrate in school if I'm surrounded with self-absorbed, thick-faced and...and b*tchy girls!? I know, I'm being so harsh. But then these words SUIT them. Actually, it's not even enough to describe their personalities... Think Mean Girls. And they are worse than Mean Girls. Ugh.

I've concluded that if they try to laugh at me for my love of F4 and Jay, I'll throw my World History book to their big heads!!! But then again, I wouldn't want to do that. I couldn't, because I will be sanctioned and it will be put down to my record.

Another annoying thing about school is that most of the time, they get the wrong students and sanction them. Pft. Hello? They practically know that these girls are the one who smokes and brings beer to school and stuff. Some even parade they hickeys, however you spell it. Eeew. And they don't sanction them. Because they're rich and stuff. How unfair can they get?

I love my school. No... Make that loved.

Things have changed. And I just don't like it. The sisters care more about money, the students are all about superficial beauty, and only a few care about brains. It sucks. You wouldn't really know whom to trust. AAAH.

Wonder how many trips to the Guidance Councillor I'll make this year. *sigh*

Mish wrote at 7:56 AM