Tuesday, February 05, 2008

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Why is it like this? =x
I feel.........
Sad for some reason.
I'm really thankful and happy that I have them around, but I still can't keep myself from being like this. I can't explain it. I don't understand. Is it because I think too much?

I know I should be true to myself... Instead of masking everything. I should cry when I feel like crying... Laugh when I'm happy... But I can't do that right now.

I find myself doing the exact opposite things.
I find myself laughing and smiling, when I just want to cry.

I sound like a child again.

Mish wrote at 10:56 AM